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Random Feelings

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Reads 45
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Parts 8
Time 6m

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These are my random thaughts. They can be sad, happy, excited, terrible or just suicidal. But I want some way to let them out. To know If someone feels the same way. I just want some help. 
To know that someone is out there who can feel the same way as I do its a relief. That I am not the only wired person to exist on the face of earth. 
Please help me and support me in my journey.All Rights Reserved

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ALONE by Deeisokay

"Calm down", she said and embraced me. When I was calm enough, she withdrew from my embrace and looked into my eyes. I couldn't miss those words her eyes spoke. "Run away!", they screamed at me but I couldn't move. This time they really meant for me to run, how could I run when I was trapped by their beauty. ***Losing both parents on her birthday, Josephine never imagined her life to turn out this way. Having a dangerous tracking device implemented in her by her uncle, she was not safe ***She lived with her uncle where she was abused daily. She met a friend who showed her the true meaning of love happiness and friendship. Having given happiness a chance, would it change her life for good or for bad? Keep reading to find out..

His Dark Temptation by IridescentTryst

Part 1 of the Kings Series. Aiden brings me closer and wraps his hands around me, engulfing me in completely. He kisses my bandage on the forehead and I await a 'I'm sorry' but it never comes. He caresses my hair and rubs my back to comfort me. My eyes well up in tears but I control them from falling. I can't be weak. I don't want him to give that power. He takes my face in his hands and his eyes meet my eyes. A lone tear drops down but I stare into his eyes, not breaking the mask I've built around him. "I can be good to you. Only if you let me. If you keep disrespecting me and my decisions, what happened yesterday would be nothing in comparison to what I'm capable of. I let go hurting you yesterday. I wanted to make you bleed profusely and chain you to my bed for weeks until you came to your senses. Your friend's ear is still intact because you of what you told my parents afterwards. Don't test me, love. And don't test my patience. You decide your own fate and your fate is in my hands. Make a wise decision. I won't let go again." "Do you understand?" That lone tear got accompanied by many lone tears and now I was crying silently. He looked at me, just waiting for an answer. So I gave it. "Yes." "Yes, what?" "Yes, Aiden." He smiles. "Good girl." Mature Content.

First Love, The Sinner & The Saint by LouLeigh481

Have you ever felt like life wasn't enough, like you were going through the motions day in, day out, all you wanted was a change. Well one day I woke up and made that change, I was no longer the well behaved boy that did as he was told, I was a new person and I wanted to do things my way. I wanted to do what made me feel alive, even if that was murder of innocent people, I wanted to grab someone and watch the life drain out of their faces, it pleased me.. it made me feel alive. This is my story of heartbreak and turmoil, friends lost and friends gained, families torn apart by my needs. This is my life, and I'm proud to be the man I am. Dated created 9th August 2020 Date completed 15th August 2020 Word count 50,000-60,000

~Poisoned Sunshine Diary~ by S1lly_Tr1ckst3r_

I dont know whats worse the fact im still here or the fact Im stuck here forced to survive even though I would prefer the delicate kiss of death ,but I guess that would be too merciful for me.

Someone New by wambuimuiruriii

"There comes a point where you no longer care if there's a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You're just sick of the tunnel." - Who I am doesn't matter. How I got here doesn't matter. What matters now is I'm getting help, right? That's what they tell me here. They tell me that the road to recovery feels like a terrible butt fuck, but the fact that you're on the path to begin with, is all that matters. So as I sit in this circle of fuck ups, I realize just how different I am from them. I didn't attempt suicide because my mother was a crack addict who didn't want me. My father wasn't abusive. I didn't have a sibling die in a car accident. I was never really bullied either. I attempted suicide because, for the first time in years, I thought I had found something that could make me feel again... and after not feeling much at all for far too long, perhaps I went a bit overboard

Addicted... by marindaspann7

You don't know yet, but you became my cocaine, my vodka shots, my walk of shame, my bloodied wrists, the joint between my lips, the kisses on my fingertips... You became my Addiction. * * * Just because it hurts doesn't mean it'll hurt forever. Just replace your addiction!

Abusive by Insecurejustwantahug

This isn't a story, it's my real life.... Anyone who's sensitive or uncomfortable about Violence, then please don't read this.. cause it's triggering English is not my first language, forgive me for the mistakes

Love Is Blind by Tati20154

My Unfaithful Heart #ironic_reader2020#2025 by ironic_reader2020

My heart can never settle on one. I can never decide on one. How can one cope with a heart that doesn't want to be stuck with one person? who can change me? Or am I too fucked up and emotionless with no regreat to stay faithful.... 05/02/2025 #Ironic_reader2020 18+ Strong language, inappropriate content, sex scene. (Read at your own risk!)

Suffer by HellTaker_666

Everyone suffers no matter how much we think we're alone, there maybe someone out there more disconnected from the rest of the world. If you had the power to help the other and didn't take it does that make you a bad person? If you had one chance to correct the world would you take it? If you were given one power what would it be? No matter what choice you make it will come haunting back to you. The good the bad there's a fine line between what people perceive as good and bad it's up to you to decide that.

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ALONE

"Calm down", she said and embraced me. When I was calm enough, she withdrew from my embrace and looked into my eyes. I couldn't miss those words her eyes spoke. "Run away!", they screamed at me but I couldn't move. This time they really meant for me to run, how could I run when I was trapped by their beauty. Losing both parents on her birthday, Josephine never imagined her life to turn out this way. Having a dangerous tracking device implemented in her by her uncle, she was not safe She lived with her uncle where she was abused daily. She met a friend who showed her the true meaning of love happiness and friendship. Having given happiness a chance, would it change her life for good or for bad? Keep reading to find out..