WHY DOES MY HEART CRY
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Last published Wed, May 31, 2023
"You say you're 'depressed' - all I see is resilience. You are allowed to feel messed up and inside out. It doesn't mean you're defective - it just means you're human." ~ David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas
"Try to understand the blackness, lethargy, hopelessness, and loneliness they're going through. Be there for them when they come through the other side. It's hard to be a friend to someone who's depressed, but it is one of the kindest, noblest, and best things you will ever do." ~ Stephen Fry
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