🥀For Taejincember 2022🥀
Love is Painful.
It feels like you said goodbye to me every time I fell asleep, I feel like this night is the end of you and me. I don't know you, you didn't know me yet my feelings bloomed like the flowers in spring, perhaps autumn may have been too soon as I felt these flowers wither, like my heart, withering. I always smile in front of you, even if love is a tragedy to me, crying after it's over, a storm washing away the happiness....
Why does it have to be him? Why can't it be me?
When will you realize? It was me, It was always me that's right by your side, yet you still chose him.
You are my endless love, my rose, even with thorns you are glorious. Even though you will not love me, I love you but you are not mine yet I still want you.
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Published : Dec. 11, 2022
Ended : ______________
We've been friends since we were 17. That's how our friendship starts. He's a married man now.
"Where are you?" - he asked on the phone.
"Home. Why?" - i asked. He lets out a groan.
"I need you. Like now." - he said.
"You have a wife, Yoongi. She'll do those. I can't be pleasuring you anymore." - i said. He lets out an annoyed groan.
"And, we did promise that last week will be the last one." - i added.
"I don't fucking care. I'm coming over." - he said sternly. I was about to say something but he cut me.
"So get wet for me." - he said in a husky voice and ended the call.
⚠️ vulgarities, smuts
Start: 23/06/18, 23rd June 2018
End: 02/08/19, 2nd August 2019