My unrequited love

This is literally how my life has been and how I've felt about someone like never before, I'm practically pouring out my feelings about him in this book since I cant talk about it to anyone in real life and I literally also don't have a bestie to confront sooo here I am putting my feelings into writing cause that is the only way I can probably express myself as of now

Hopefully it reaches the right people <3
Don't read if you don't wanna lol
This will probably be boring for you idk