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Apricus Through The Dark

Potterhead_Aashmi

Reads 54
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Parts 8
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Reads 54
Votes 2
Parts 8
Time 45m

Potterhead_Aashmi

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"I don't give a shit if you are dead or alive. You are just a waste of space and money."......Those were the most repulsive words I'd ever heard from my father. And I'll never forget them. 

I'll always remember his manipulative and emotionally blackmailing talks that always made me give in to his every wish. 

I'll always remember how I'm the worst person alive. And that every thing bad that happens in the whole fucking universe, is my fault.

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How can a person be ridiculed so much, she starts believing that every thing is her fault?.

Join Apricus through the journey known as life, with death as the final destination. Or maybe, Afterlife?All Rights Reserved

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