Why did God turn her into a Lesson💔

I've always protected my heart at all costs. Been keeping away from relationships and attachments because I've been very observant of the way humans "LOVE" these days and it damn ain't my type. Two months back, that all changed. My walls came crumbling down and i let it all out. I gave it my all in a matter of days and in the end what i always feared happened. Shit, guess there is no way out of all this. Why did God turn my favourite human into a lesson?? Why her??