Hey!! Feel free to read this but there won't be updates for awhile. I'm trying to get motivated to live life and I don't think i can motivate myself to write this when I can't even motivate myself to get out of bed. I'm sorry for leaving you all hanging. Thank you to everyone of you who have been reading this. It means a lot. I will be back. Sometime... I don't know when but I will. I'm sorry to say this but this story is on hold. Have you ever just wanted something so bad...Craved the feeling to have it...needed it? I need him..I crave him.