I Am Citizen Insane
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Last published Tue, Sep 13, 2022
Ryan "Tyler" was a normal kid, but something in him changed, leading him to become a near different person entirely.
From emotional abuse to heavy drug usage and themes, this story is dark and dreary.
(This story is losely based on my life, with exaggerations here and there for drama and entertainment)
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