Polluted minds

" NO! Bart this is the 5th fucking time she has gotten pregnat , wont even tell me who the fucking father is MIND YOU she IS ONLY FUCKING 13, she is a whore and im done" serii(my mom)said

I should just tell her i thoght , but im scared she wont believe me ive failed her ..........

" i hope the bitch has another misscarige tahts the only thing your good for" serii said in pure anger

Is that really how she feels ....... Is that the only thing im actually goood for all my babies are dead from either a misscarige or dead apon birth....why , why me . Everything was better when my father were here i need him i miss our bond.. He is in jail on death row he was the greatest kingpin in atl in suppose to be taking over once we get an execution date but my step father wont let me visit nor talk to him and has convinced my mom too do the same all because he decided to take my childhood from me and rape me ..... My mom dosesnt know im scarred .. i cant tell her i want too so badly i miss the old me how things use too be why..... Why me ...please make it end...i have to tell her this has been going on since i was 7..... I cant take it ....i wont take it ....I thought and sat there crying and watching my mother put my things outside as that man who claims too be my stepfather put everything back and then they continued to argue...again this is a cycle im done..
find out if she tell her mom or not or ill she leave and be alone