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i wish death was on my doorstep ~ b.e

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Reads 93
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Parts 2
Time <5 mins

Mature

a story about billie eilish and a girl named grey. 
grey has been a patient in a mental hospital for a month now and has no friends. one day, a new patient joins the ward. will the new patient and grey become friends? or maybe something closer.

~ billie doesn't have fame in this book.
~basically just a couple of depressed kids, what could go wrong??

            !!!!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!
~there will be sensitive topics in this book
~self harm
~suicidal thoughts / suicide
~sexual assault
~eating disorderAll Rights Reserved

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