i wish death was on my doorstep ~ b.e
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Last published Thu, Mar 9, 2023
a story about billie eilish and a girl named grey.
grey has been a patient in a mental hospital for a month now and has no friends. one day, a new patient joins the ward. will the new patient and grey become friends? or maybe something closer.
~ billie doesn't have fame in this book.
~basically just a couple of depressed kids, what could go wrong??
!!!!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!
~there will be sensitive topics in this book
~self harm
~suicidal thoughts / suicide
~sexual assault
~eating disorder
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