I was one of the happiest girls in my pack. I had loving parents, an overprotective brother and friends who always had my back. I was everything a girl wished for and everything a boy wanted. I had many dreams, to become the pack doctor, to have a loving mate and lot of pups. But everything crumbled down in a single night and the nights that followed, slowly killed me. Now I am nothing but the shell of a once happy girl.
My wolf is dead, my mate rejected me, my pack hates me, my friends are ashamed of me and my family is suffering, everything because of what happened in that night. The only thing I now wish for is my death....
I've always wanted a kind and beautiful mate, someone like my mother. When my friends were having the time of their life with their girlfriends, I patiently waited for her, my mate. I have always put my family and my pack before myself. I have always worked hard to make them proud. But the only thing I ever prayed for was a mate who will love me and my pack, unconditionally. But I believe my prayers were not enough for my mate is the person who tried to kill my sister and made my bestfriend mateless. She is a traitor who sided with the rogues to implement her vile plan. I hate her for betraying my pack. I hate her for making me go through this pain. I will take revenge for what she did to my sister and my bestfriend. I will make her wish for her death....
Two mates, lies that paved the way for a rejection, an innocent soul who had to suffer the consequence. All because of that night, the night she lost everything.....
Have you ever just look up to the sky and ask the Moon Goddess "Why?"
I have.
I do it every single night for the past four years. I don't know if I'll have a second chance mate. I doubt the Moon Goddess would bless me with one when I literally killed my own mate with my own two hands.
Now, Dominic. Dom. He deserves one. His died the night of our Ball. He seen her from afar a few weeks back. Just for a second. We were in such a hurry in our Village that he never got the chance to talk to her. He never got the chance to know her. I however, was cursed with a mate that betrayed me before I even knew who she was. I never got the chance to know her either.
Once I heard her talking about ending our family. The thought of a mate I had went out into the forest. My mother. My fathers. My brothers. My sisters. Harlee! Who could do harm to her? She's just sweet and innocent. She's my baby sister. I didn't care for her explanations. I cared and loved my family more. To Odin and I she was a trespasser. She was the enemy. So, I killed her before she could do harm to our people. To my family. To my friends. It was her or all of them. I picked them. I would rather have her blood on my hands than have the entire pack. The entire clan. My entire family's blood on my hands. So I killed her without a second glance. I killed her with no emotions. After that night. I changed and it wasn't for the best. I changed and became colder. If I get a second mate, if she blesses me, I will reject her.
When "Mate" escaped my lips I nearly died.
Fuck.
Why did she have to show up now? Why couldn't I have been blessed being mateless. It would make everything so much easier. But than again nothing is easy in my life.
Do I trust her or do I reject her?
Will the past repeat itself?
Or will this lilac haired cherry blossom eyed mate when over my icy cold heart?