In this AU, Stolas has given Blitz Asmodean crystals for his buisness, and they have stopped their 'monthlys' and just became friends. But, Stolas has become extremely suicidal and depressed since Blitz left. Follow Blitz on the difficult journey of handling Stolas' panic attacks, Attempts and times of need while he is slowly falling in love with him again. (SORRY FOR MY VERY BAD AMERICAN IM BRITISH) Im making this because to be honest, im bored and need something to do. Dont expect for this to be a masterpeice. This is very Angsty, if you dont like that , leave.