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lonely days

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adventure daydream depress emogirl emotion fakefriends fakesmile hardship hope loner longdistance love only

Woop
It always like this all days long
Just me and my self 
Me and my pain 
Nobody 
I mean no body care 
Life was tough tho, fighting all the pain and trouble all my self.
When life feel so hard I get drunk think that is the only solution

What is life?
I keep asking my self 
I love to walk along and stay far away from friend 
Because they love to pretend 
 I think about the last time I smile or laugh
But I can't remember (yeah)
I fake it and pretend 

Nobody to comfort me,when I am depress 
I look at my self in the mirror and comfort myself
Talk to my self
Yeah I care for my self 

Life has always been hard tho 
Can't complain 
The pain and challenges will with make you strong or give up 

Searching for daily bread and hunt for what comes next 
When ever it night I felt relieved 
When ever the sun set
Mind:time to work hard and find what to eat 
It been all hard, yeah time were no family cares 
Everybody got a journey and life to live 
So I can do it my self 
 


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