Why am I so scared?

This is my first book. I don't know what I'm doing.

DYLMAS

I'm standing at the balcony right now, smoking cigarette.

We finished filming The Maze Runner and now we are just waiting for them to put all the scenes together.

Me and Dylan weren't in touch for few weeks since the end of shooting. We just stopped talking. I think I was just scared he'd be annoyed by me.
Now when he called, I thought he just wanted to hang out.

We aren't boyfriends in fact. We are just buddies that sometimes make out, when they get drunk or just really horny.
Clothes on. Just two of us. Nothing more.

Or at least it's what I thought.

What are we?