Hallucinations, Nightmares And Fear {don't know what I am doing anymore}

My luck this year has been the worst for any year so far. From loose shoes that cut into my foot and a wound that has not healed yet after I pealed the blood-cloth off. A pimple on my hand that lead to an acid burn and very dead skin. Three days of weird nightmares in a row, hallucinations and progressively worsening social skills.
What I have been referring to as this year has ended and the words are actually heavily based on my reality so it is only partly fictions.