When I Look Into the Sky, I Know This Why I Am Alive. (Alan Ashby FanFic)
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  • Reads 239,280
  • Votes 3,147
  • Parts 44
  • Time 8h 46m
Just_keep_breathing
Ongoing, First published Nov 26, 2012
Mature
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17 year old Alayna Vincelli has a far from normal life. With her parent's divorce, Alayna leans on her cousin Shawn for support & ends up falling in love with his guitarist, Garret. She has one secret that she keeps from him, & that's who gets her through everything; her own therapist in the least. Alayna met Alan Ashby at a show & he becomes her rock. What happens when Alayna finds out Garret isn't all she thinks he is? When she starts do the one thing she swore she'd never do? How does Alan react to everything? What will happen when she graduates & moves to California to go to vet school?
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