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Excavation

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"Guilt is the worst demon to bear, strangling you from the inside of your body -"

This is more of a piece than a story, but it is written about guilt nonetheless. 

"- Apologise. Make amends. Let go. Breath free." 

Guilt and the improbability of living without it.

/ 𝗤𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲 𝗯𝘆 𝗡𝗶𝗸𝗶𝘁𝗮 𝗚𝗶𝗹𝗹 /All Rights Reserved

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Excavation [Living With Guilt]
Mon, Sep 12, 2022

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Excavation [Living With Guilt]
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