Tommy stopped caring a long time ago.
He stopped hoping for somehting better, because there was nothing better for him.
So he lives, because he refuses to die, and for no other reason.
He refuses to be the kid who lost to the foster system.
So he fights, just simply to live.
He stopped caring so long ago.
So here he is. Relying on nothing and no one, and certainly not hope, but refusing to die.
He knows it will never get better, but he doesn't have the energy to bother caring.
He knows Dream is not better, but he tells Puffy he will be fine, because he will be. He has to be.
MAIN TWs: Su!cide, Blood, SH, @buse, de@th, alcohol/drugs, anxiety, depression, and more
Please read the trigger warnings before each chapter, but these ones will be spread throughout it, if you don't feel comfortable reading about these things, please don't! Make sure you are in a safe state before reading this.
⚠️Coverpage art is not mine!⚠️ please credit the creator if you know who they are! Thank you!
❗️unless clearly stated that they are romantic partners (eg. Sally and Wilbur), its platonic❗️
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Tommy did it, he jumped into the warm welcoming lava. If only Dream was a little sooner, maybe he just might be able to save him, but he was too late....now he'll have to see that his actions and his way of thinking can take others to point of hurting themselves. With the ghost of Tommy hunting him everyday, only reminding him how much of monster he is, he has to learn how to move on. Even maybe, try to fix his wrongs.
THIS IS A FANFIC NOTHING IN HERE IS CANNON! THIS IS A AU. NONE OF THE CHARACTERS ARE MINE!!!
Cover is mine