We are naught but what we leave behind

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There isn't much to think for. 
Emotions are hard and dang near impossible to get right.
How do I feel? What do I feel? How am I supposed to know?

Where is my heart...how do I know it beats?
Why can't I just stay hidden away from the world, in a place like that dark cold heavy thing nestled in my chest.  Please let that crushing weight leave my heart and body. Make the aching stop.
 
There's so much, where did it go wrong? Just let me sleep......just.....let me......sleep............



Just some bored lore dump from something I'm doing with a group of friends, only from my characters perspectives to you know avoid over sharing. Letting it just be me floating in my own little world. Something to write and toss to the world and hope it gets excepted. If you do wanna read, for whatever reason don't expect much on the whole updates thing. I'm not exactly a person who can keep up with my own thoughts.All Rights Reserved

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