Though death surface, passed and still linger and will be, for now all i thinket is for it to reach out it claw like hand that taked not by your unneeded freewill but your's as if it was his, and let it take me away not that i have control over it but maybe i just want to feel safe or that i have some type of power over my life and death or for me to restart my life though in better words discontinue the things i normally do in the past and do abnormal(here refer to thing not done before) things in the present. That is, to be said the death of the past and the life-to-be of the present and the life-will-be of the future.
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