She's Hurting (RV) In-Progress
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Last published Sun, Sep 22, 2024
^BEFORE YOU READ! There is a complete version of this book. This version of the book is just something I wanted to do because there are some things that are missing in the complete version that I would have liked to have included. ^ Please go check it out! ;)
I was happy and now I'm not. I had everything, now I don't. I will always have this protruding thought about what I am. It doesn't help that I have no one to talk about it with, things are changing and I don't think I'm ready. I know I'm not ready I don't even know who I am.
I was abandoned and left unloved. Alone in a place I shouldn't have felt alone, right where my mother would sleep upstairs and baby brother right next door. They were there, but it didn't matter when you had a mother who neglected you because she blamed you for everything that happened. I feel like life is playing a trick on me by giving me this beautiful girl and just waiting for me to fuck up. Life looks at me like a joke and everyone else can just watch as I fall to my knees.
"The little trust that I have is the only thing I have. Please, I beg you. Don't hurt me. "~ Chloe
"She knows nothing about me. Will she hate me for not telling her sooner? I have my reasons I hope she understands. I do love her for who she is and who she becomes. I want her to be my world."~ Kaylee
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