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For My Soul

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Reads 148,671
Votes 5,908
Parts 51
Time 23h 46m

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Everyone says that healing is a personal journey- that you must be self-sufficient and independent... but well- historically that just does not happen. Healing has always been done by or with a community.  
So, when River and Amelia are constantly pushed together by their friends- as they clash and then work to form a friendship that turns into so much more- what happens when maybe the path to healing is not so simple as ticking off Amelia's self-care checklist, what happens when both Amelia and River find themselves needing each other in more ways than one? 
Relationships sustain us, but they also destroy us. Can both find the trust that they need to love each other healthily?All Rights Reserved

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