Dolonia

My mind was always something I could never understand. I'd find myself feeling dead at times knowing it would be precisely impossible for me to feel alive again reason being that when a person feels dead for so long their body drains out all of their happiness making it disappear merely into thin air. Love was a game I dared never to bid on yet you shamelessly intruded every line I've drawn to protect my psyche from being spoiled and took an interest in my vulnerability and fallen addict to the profound desire to know me as I know myself. Every word in every language can't describe how sorry I am. I feel sick looking in the mirror and wondering if this is the best I can give you. I don't deserve you, but I think if I didn't have you I'd be six feet under contemplating in the darkness of my mind.

I miss you Draco
- Yours truly