Dear Phil... I'm Sorry
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Dan writes letters to Phil everyday apologising for everything that went wrong.
Backstory: Phil killed himself because he was in love with Dan.
Dan didn't know it at the time, but he was in love with Phil, too. Dan is different from the moment he read Phil's letter and the moment he found Phil. And what hurt him the most was the thought that he never got the chance to say goodbye.
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