"Are you still in there?"
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Ongoing, First published Sep 20, 2022
Yo, this is a Cloud (FF7) fanfic that's centered around a derealization episode from my experiences.  If anything relating to the following may upset you, I suggest you spend your time reading something else:

Heavy mentions:
Lack of time
Feeling as though you've left your body

Average mentions:
Doing dangerous things to feel alive
Avoiding family or friends 

Implied/light mentions
Suicidal ideation 
Self harm
Bad eating schedules 

If you'll be ok with all these things, then don't let me keep you here any longer. On with the story!
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I just want to say that mental disorders are not a joke. This book is a venting/stress relief to me. I do not wish harm apon anyone. If this really bothers you im sorry. I for one, enjoy writing sad stories with unhappy endings. Anyway, i nust had to put that out there, im not making fun of mental disorders. Thank you. Maky, im always open for requests! If Dan, Hosuh, joey, Or Stephen Are Uncomfortable I Will Delete This. If you dont like Stephen x Hosuh, why tf are you here? There are many spoilers just gonna say. Heeyyy!!! Some chapters might be fluffy! Yeah, so if i run out of sad ideas i can make yall fan/girl/boy/zie over it! Xd good luckk Tw: Death Suicide Self-harm(abuse) Anorexia Bulimia Nervosa Food Restrictions Post Traumatic Stress Disorder PTSD Child neglect Bullying Bipolar Anxiety Disorder Panic Attack Disorder Schizophrenia Diet Pills OD (Over Dose) Grief Dangerous Actions (Suicidal) Gore Breakdowns Sleep paralysis Murder (mass or one) Phobias There will be some aesthetic chapters and i do continue some of the oneshots! I try to upload everyday but i know i cant do that so i will upload whenever im able to! Motivation is low so uploads will be slow but i promise ill make them good! I have some of these disorders so i understand. Pm me if you need to vent. Im always up, 6am-4pm im at school so ill be offline (GMT-4) i do a lot of all nighters so i will always be free to help! I care even if i dont know you! I have been offline for a bit but i will update this as much as i can! <3 ilya and im here for you lil pickles (idk thats what came to mind) and if you are questioning your sexuality or gender, im here for you! I can help you with that! I have done a lot of research so im open. Top Charts: #1 sadfic #6 Stephen #1 angest #2 Hosuh #1 Danplan #4 schizophrenia
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"Is destiny and fate truly unchangeable... is it set in stone? Or can the course of fate be rewritten?" (Based on the Final Fantasy 7 Remake games) "One day, I found myself here-a place I never imagined. Maybe it was fate, maybe it was purpose, but somehow, I'm here to change something." ──────── ⋆⋅◇⋅⋆ ──────── DISCLAIMER:I do not own Final Fantasy 7 & it's remakes or any of its characters, settings, or storylines. All rights belong to Square Enix and the respective creators. This fanfiction is purely a work of passion, and I claim ownership only of the story and any original characters. Viewer discretion is advised. *SLOW UPDATES Started: Feb 09/2025 Finished: TBD