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When It's Cold (I'd Like To Die)

EmotionalHandGrenade

Reads 218
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Parts 8
Time 54m

Reads 218
Votes 8
Parts 8
Time 54m

EmotionalHandGrenade

Mature

Billy survives the battle at Starcourt but is left completely alone, his father gets worse and ends up kicking him to the streets while still recovering so he's unable to take care of himself.

That is until he's taken in by a certain mother who couldn't just leave him for dead.

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