With You
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Last published Thu, Jul 2, 2026
When Nessa joins a covert mafia unit led by a cold, ruthless boss, more monster than man, she steps into a world where trust is earned in blood and secrets run deeper than loyalty.
The team operates in the shadows of Russia's most dangerous criminal networks. At the center is a man stripped of emotion, feared by enemies and allies alike. And Nessa, a woman who's spent her life pushing people away, trusting no one, is suddenly supposed to trust him with her life.
They were forced into a world built on violence and deception, to find something neither of them ever dared to dream of.
A slow-burn romance set in the heart of darkness.
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