This Momentary Blue
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  • Reads 54
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  • Parts 1
  • Time 1h 9m
Complete, First published Sep 21, 2022
Felix isn't looking for love. He'd settle for just being liked a little. After years of humiliations and being ignored and bullied, he's feeling unmoored and unhappy. Desperate for the approval of his cousin, Jakub, Felix has done his best to put aside everything from his love of music to his sexuality in order to make him proud.  But now, Kassam, the guy he's secretly fantasized about, the one who has done nothing but treat him with disdain, is suddenly paying attention to him. And it's not at all how Felix imagined it would be. 

*This is the story of Felix discovering who he is and learning to value that boy, no matter how poorly everyone else treats him.  It's also the story of Felix losing his virginity to a very, very sexy dickhead.
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"I think you have internalized homophobia." Philip looked at her, his mouth slightly curved. "Jokes on you." -- Philip is a seventeen year-old teenager who just wants to try to live. Severely affected by a fatal accident that he deems himself to be responsible for, living only gets harder for him. His world, very small--school, home. But it grows in size when Fletcher Handerson, the school's star basketball player is determined to get to know him, because he is trapped by Philip's silent stares which scream more day-by-day. Things change. After all, it is high-school. ~~ Warning ⚠️: Mentions of suicide, self harm and mental disorders.