Am I?
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Last published Sat, Dec 3, 2022
The story of a confused teenager who is mentally ill and doesn't know where she is. She looks around, but no one seems to be anywhere, wherever she goes - dead silence and no people. What was happening? Was she really alone? And would she survive on her own? Who has caused this?
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