Hidden Desires
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  • Reads 519,282
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  • Parts 27
  • Time 4h 20m
Complete, First published Sep 25, 2022
Mature
"You've never been with a man." 

"No, I...I'm not gay." 

"Neither are they," I said, my finger coming up as I pointed to the men kissing as the girl stroked their cocks. "Pleasure is pleasure. A mouth is a mouth. A hand is a hand."

Their sounds grew wetter, lewder, as they touched and begged each other for more. 

"And sex is just sex?" He finished dubiously, and I nodded again. 

"Exactly. I'm not attracted to a specific gender. I'm attracted to whoever the fuck I want to be attracted to." 

"Just like that?" His eyes left the scene entirely and focused on me. I leaned against the wall and kept my hands in my pockets. 

"Just like that. If we were to limit ourselves to labels and be so closed off, we would leave ourselves out of a world of pleasure. Humans are created with a yearning for intimacy. We crave it. It doesn't make it right or wrong if I crave a man's or woman's touch or maybe both at the same time. It makes me human." 

- - - - -

Emory Banks is the owner of Desires, a sex club that welcomes anyone who wants to find themselves, find unknown pleasure, and succumb to it wholeheartedly. 

Levi Haxley is a university student, baseball player, and isn't gay. A label that he places on himself even though his attraction and lust toward Emory is instant. 

Will Levi unlock his hidden desires and more importantly will he allow Emory to help him?


**THIS IS A MXM ROMANCE WITH D/S VIBES**
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