Endless Loop of Broken Hearts
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Last published Tue, Sep 27, 2022
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This story was made out of curiosity of how much views I can get.
This story is about me and my love life. Reals names will be used since I got the approval from them or family members (you'll understand why later). I may update this every weekend or something.
The main character is August (Me). August goes by He/Him. He is pansexual and transgender. He struggles to find someone who loves him after all the times his heart was broken. This story has different parts. Each part shows different love interests and relationships he has been in. Will he ever find his one true love or be unable to face the pain and burden and end it all?
*Sorry the cover is so ugly. . . I made it myself but it was rushed.*
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