The Long Run
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Last published Fri, Feb 6, 2015
I’m running far away I have been running for so long
I have to do it no matter how wrong or how hard it is
They say i have the world and that everyone’s proud
Of what i have done and what i have gone through
But i don’t see why they value me so much
I am a pest but i realize i have to do it now
Before someone finds me or finds out
I lean over from exhaustion legs feel weaker than ever
I have to sit down so I look for a place to sit I find one
I just realized I am in a park i see children playing
They look happy they are having the time of their life
I look up and see the sun and the clouds it looks so peaceful
So alive if only i could be like that happy-peaceful-alive
But i am not and if I am I won’t be for much longer
I pull out the gun put it against my head close my eyes
i think “that was a long run” and pull the trigger
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