Please just love me...
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Last published Fri, Feb 6, 2015
I feel so alone. i try my hardest to fit in but that doesnt work. my friends, my family, my boyfriend. everyone just thinks im so happy and stuff, well guess what? im not. if any thing, i wouldnt mind dying right now. I wish people would realize im not as happy as i pretend to be. I want my boyfriend to try his hardest to be with me and see me and just try harder than he is now. I love him so much but i still have this feeling deep down that he doesnt really love me like he says he love me. i mean im not saying he doesnt love me im just sayin i believe he doesnt want to be with me as bad as i want to be with him. Hes my forever and tbh i just feel like his temporary. and with my friends they always ignore me. i feel so alone when im with them. Theyre not there for me like im always there for them and its just not fair. i want real friends. not fake ones.
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