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Our Anxious Adulthood

Sapphire_Stoned

LECTURAS 581
Votos 25
Partes 10
Hora 29m

LECTURAS 581
Votos 25
Partes 10
Hora 29m

Sapphire_Stoned

Let me attack you with the stories and thoughts of my incredibly mundane life, like the way adulthood attacked me, out of nowhere, and completely uncalled for. 

You're probably wondering what this is, honestly, so am I, but I'm going to try to document my thoughts, and life, as coherently and as nicely as I can. 

Is it a diary? Is it a blog? I don't know actually. It's memories, and thoughts, and if I can put them out and make them visible, I can be sure that they exist, and therefore, I, exist. 

So welcome to this portion of my life, where I ponder,  overthink,  rant, ramble and somehow deal with the bane of my existence which is adulthood. And more. 

I am a University student in Bangladesh. You may call me whatever nice thing you like.Todos los derechos reservados

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