To some extent, this is nothing but a page in a journal. It has nothing with the usual kind of romance, yet, there is romance -left-behind implication. She needs a change; she's had enough of all her failures in the past. What she is today is because she wasn't careful enough and didn't pay attention to the growth of her beautiful self; her inner garden needs to recover. She's been treated bad. It is time now for her to accept it and find a way to move on.