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Behind the Smile | TodoBakuDeku | Book 1

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Reads 33,294
Votes 1,163
Parts 33
Time 3h 11m

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Book 2 Prologue & Chapter 1 Out Now!!!

During a tragic series of events, Midoriya is struck by a quirk that forces its victims to commit suicide. Is Midoriya strong enough to fight through mental anguish with Bakugo and Todoroki by his side, while Aizawa searches for answers?

Top Rankings:
#1 TodoBakuDeku
#1 BakuTodoDeku
#1 DekuTodo
#1 DarkDeku
#2 SadDeku
#3 DekuBakuTodo 



Completed 5/7/23 

TRIGGER WARNING:
I do not want to give too much of the plot away, but there will be several topics that some may find disturbing or triggering, including various forms of self-harm.   

I do not own the rights to My Hero AcademiaAll Rights Reserved

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From Hatred by evaandthecookies

Midoriya Izuku never said a thing about Bakugo Katsuki's bullying. It was growing inside him, and eventually, it exploded. Bakugo's attitude towards Midoriya changed, for the worst and maybe for the best. "I wanted to know and I wanted to feel, but that was not my decision to make. I would wait patiently for him, even if he'd take eternity." "My heart melted a bit, from a feeling I had long forgotten. It felt like light sparks in my stomach, but not like the one I make out of anger with my quirk. It felt like tingles from my mum when I was young. It felt like a light breeze, in the middle of a hot summer. It felt like happiness, and maybe a bit like love." TW: panic attacks, eating disorder, suicide.

(COMPLETED) Saved From Ruin (Badass Deku/ Dadzawa) by AlexandrianAce

Izuku Midoriya may seem like your average happy boy with a Quirk, who goes to school with a bright smile on his face.... However, his home life is in pieces. Ever since Izuku's father, Hisashi Midoriya, was arrested; Izuku's own mother took over the job as tormentor. When Izuku decides to take Kacchan's advice; will there be anyone to stop him? What happens when he gives in to his villainous habits? What happens when his journey awakens his hidden Quirk? Please vote; I know it's sh*tty but still😭💕 ⚠️Warning⚠️ •Slight gore •Self harm •Depression •Severe anxiety •Suicide attempts •Suicide 🏆Highest Ratings🏆 #52 erasermic #1 Abuseddeku #1 Izuwu #6 Depressedizuku _____________ I do not own BNHA All pics are off Pinterest Original Content please don't copy Thank you, Darlings💞💞

Cut That Always Bleeds (Depressed Izuku) -BkDk by _BiPanicAtTheDisco_

Depressed Izuku AU. BakuDeku Story, if you don't like this ship, don't read this. He is abused by his father and neglected by his late mother. There will also be other ships in the story, but they will only be talked about briefly so they will probably be mentioned at the beginning of the chapter. Also Kirishima is going to be mean in this story, sorry. Like really really mean. Toxic Kirideku and then end result is BakuDeku. #5 meaninko 12/2/24 TW - Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Child abuse, Rape, Eating disorders, Anxiety, Panic attacks, Depression, Suicidal thoughts, Drinking, Neglect, Underage drinking, Drugs, Underage use of illegal substances, Vaping, Bullying, Suicide baiting, Suicide, Attempted suicide, Pedophilia (Incest?), Murder, Smoking. TW will be given before paragraphs if they contain possible triggers and also after paragraph to aware the reader of the ending of TW. Will be 120 chapters when finished

red rose ┊ todobakudeku by nyapup

[ Warning: this story is dark and can have some triggers, PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN CAUTION !! ] Both Todoroki and Bakugou seem to have a crush on the same boy- Izuku Midoriya. Of course, they fight over him. Although it all really goes downhill when Izuku thought he had feelings towards the wrong person.. Highest Rankings: #1 in todobakudeku #1 in symbolism #1 in obsessive #1 in abusivecontent cover made by me!

Hurt [[ Sad Deku AU ]] by sir_wheezie

it's been a few years since izuku has developed depression. he doesn't know if he can go on. Bakugou keeps trying to help him and own up for his mistakes but izuku pushes him away can bakugou save izuku? or will Bakugou pay the price of being a bully? ⚠️⚠️ suicide attempts and self harm will be mentioned. If your easily triggered pls don't read this story ⚠️⚠️ #2 bakudeku - 01/2/21

"I Love You." by astronautnotfound

When Todoroki turns up on Midoriya's doorstep, crying and mentally in pain, what will Midoriya do to help his best friend and crush? Includes : -Bakudeku -Tododeku (Mainly) -Kirideku (In one chapter) -Kiribaku -Bakutodo / Todobaku -Todobakudeku WARNING: INCLUDES PANIC ATTACKS, SELF HARM, AND MENTIONS OF RAPE The sequels are up now!

D.E.K.U. by DramaKelly

Izuku Midoriya is a small and vulnerable quirkless boy, someone that needs to be protected from bullies and all the other dangers of the world. At least, that's how everyone sees him... What they don't know is that there dwells darkness behind those eyes, evil lingering in his oh so innocent smile and power unimaginable running through his seemingly quirkless body. It's been years since they last saw each other when he and his childhood friend Kacchan meet again. But will the blond hero in training be able to see through the façade? What would happen when Deku's mask finally falls? Ranked #1 in "villaindeku" 31/12/19 + 27/03/20 + 15/08/20 Ranked #1 in "bakudeku" 01/01/20 Ranked #1 in "deku" 29/01/20 Ranked #1 in "katsudeku" 18/06/20

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Void | Depressed Todoroki x Midoriya by luxzine

Todoroki attempts to hide his eating disorder from his friends and from himself. Not wanting to accept that he needs help, Todoroki denies that anything is wrong with him and ends up sinking further into his depression. But what happens when Midoriya begins to notice the signs of Todoroki's eating disorder? [Completed on 03/31/23. #1 in todoroki on 01/26/23. #1 in dekutodo on 01/28/23 #1 in todorokixdeku on 12/28/24.] ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Self-harm ▪︎ Panic attacks ⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

Quirk more like a Curse! by Chimera_Regarion

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Midoriya Izuku never said a thing about Bakugo Katsuki's bullying. It was growing inside him, and eventually, it exploded. Bakugo's attitude towards Midoriya changed, for the worst and maybe for the best. "I wanted to know and I wanted to feel, but that was not my decision to make. I would wait patiently for him, even if he'd take eternity." "My heart melted a bit, from a feeling I had long forgotten. It felt like light sparks in my stomach, but not like the one I make out of anger with my quirk. It felt like tingles from my mum when I was young. It felt like a light breeze, in the middle of a hot summer. It felt like happiness, and maybe a bit like love." TW: panic attacks, eating disorder, suicide.