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Behind the Smile | TodoBakuDeku | Book 1

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Reads 42,556
Votes 1,413
Parts 33
Time 3h 11m

Mature

Book 2 Prologue & Chapter 1 Out Now!!!

During a tragic series of events, Midoriya is struck by a quirk that forces its victims to commit suicide. Is Midoriya strong enough to fight through mental anguish with Bakugo and Todoroki by his side, while Aizawa searches for answers?

Top Rankings:
#1 TodoBakuDeku
#1 BakuTodoDeku
#1 DekuTodo
#1 DarkDeku
#2 SadDeku
#3 DekuBakuTodo 



Completed 5/7/23 

TRIGGER WARNING:
I do not want to give too much of the plot away, but there will be several topics that some may find disturbing or triggering, including various forms of self-harm.   

I do not own the rights to My Hero AcademiaAll Rights Reserved

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scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

Hurt [[ Sad Deku AU ]] by sir_wheezie

it's been a few years since izuku has developed depression. he doesn't know if he can go on. Bakugou keeps trying to help him and own up for his mistakes but izuku pushes him away can bakugou save izuku? or will Bakugou pay the price of being a bully? ⚠️⚠️ suicide attempts and self harm will be mentioned. If your easily triggered pls don't read this story ⚠️⚠️ #2 bakudeku - 01/2/21

Void | Depressed Todoroki x Midoriya by luxzine

Todoroki attempts to hide his eating disorder from his friends and from himself. Not wanting to accept that he needs help, Todoroki denies that anything is wrong with him and ends up sinking further into his depression. But what happens when Midoriya begins to notice the signs of Todoroki's eating disorder? [Completed on 03/31/23. #1 in todoroki on 01/26/23. #1 in dekutodo on 01/28/23 #1 in todorokixdeku on 12/28/24.] ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Self-harm ▪︎ Panic attacks ⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐄 | 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐤𝐮 | ✓ by YAOISTRAWBERRY

RANK #1 IN BAKUDEKU ON 12.4.22 🍓 Izuku Midoriya is just a useless kid without a quirk. Bakugo Katsuki is a ticking time bomb aiming for the top. When Deku beats all the odds and lands a spot in U.A. High's elite hero course, Bakugo is furious. But as time passes, rage may grow into something else... And as Midoriya and Bakugo slowly fall for eachother, a jealous classmate watches from the shadows, ready to stop at nothing to make Midoriya his own. Disclaimer: I do not own the mediums used at the beginning of each chapter. They belong to the original artist. All characters belong to Kohei Horikoshi and Funimation. rank #1 in #bakugoxizuku on 6.11.20 rank #1 in #kacchan on 16.3.22 rank #1 in #todobakudeku on 31.5.22 rank #1 in bakugoxdeku on 20.6.22 word count: 47,858 © ʏᴀᴏɪꜱᴛʀᴀᴡʙᴇʀʀʏ 2020

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The 3rd book of the 'I Love You.' series! Life with the Bakugous' was surprisingly entertaining for Todoroki, but when he receives a call in the middle of the night, his sweet dream of reality shatters. Will Todoroki be brave enough to face the living dead, or will he be sucked into the deep, black hole filled with lost memories? Midoriya wants to know, too. Ships included: -Tododeku (main) -Bakudeku -Todobaku/bakutodo WARNING: INCLUDES HEAVY DESCRIPTIONS OF WOUNDS, SELF HARM, PANIC ATTACKS, AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!! Stay safe!

No Escape | Suicidal Todoroki x Suicidal Bakugou by luxzine

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red rose ┊ todobakudeku by nyapup

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