Before You Tried To Kill Me

,,I'm just a teenager!" I shouted and started irregulary breathe to calm myself but it didn't worked. ,,What have you done to me?" I whisper with my shaking hands on my face to cover it. Only weak people cry.
I feel so useless and numb. But I can't blame it on anyone else, just me. I started breaking and throwing all things that I had at my hand.
,,Lisa, stop!" it was him. He wrap his hands around my waist from behind to calm me down. ,,Come home my love, it's not worth it" he whispered in my ear.