𝐒𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐄𝐯𝐚𝐧 𝐏𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 - cinnamonhoneybee - Wattpad

𝐒𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐄𝐯𝐚𝐧 𝐏𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬

cinnamonhoneybee

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Parts 61
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Reads 41,879
Votes 778
Parts 61
Time 5h 53m

cinnamonhoneybee

Mature

"Evan, you can't control me all the time" Willa exclaimed, her voice laced with anger and hurt all in one. 

"Why can't I control you? I'm in love with you. I want to always be there for you and protect you"

Cupping Evan's face with her hand, she felt his familiar stubble poke her palm as tears fell down her flushed cheeks. "Because I'm my own person, love doesn't mean you have to hurt me all the time" 



Love is intoxicating; it's one of the most powerful feelings in the world but it is also one of the most painful feelings too. 

Willa and Evan are not a good match, most could say they are toxic for one another so can they truly be together happily?

Contains abuse ⚠️ 
Contains swearing ⚠️ 
Contains mature features such as smut and heavy swearing ⚠️ 
Depression themes ⚠️ 

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