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despair

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Parts 9
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Reads 54
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Parts 9
Time 10m

⚠️TW FOR :
Grooming
Sexual themes
Sexual harassment 
S/h
Maybe some k!nks
Other not so good topics


basically just a vent log that I publish so all of the world can see my trauma/hj
Anyway I hope anyone who reads this realizes that they have it easier then me! 
Please don't comment any hate or I will block you 🙂 
 -Dylan/eliAll Rights Reserved

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