I found my assigned chair and desk, and plopped into it. I sighed, knowing this year wouldn't be any better; knowing that I'd still be bullied. This time, it might be worse. I'm the American kid who knows nothing about Ireland, or their culture. Nothing. It would usually be at recess, when there were no adults around and I was vulnerable. I kept thinking about how I would handle it this year. Usually, I would keep it quiet. Once in a while, I'd tell my dad or mom.
"Today, We have a new student. Her name is Lila. She will be with us for the rest of the year. She's from America! Lila, would you like to introduce yourself?" The teacher, Ms. Murphy, motioned for me to stand up. I looked around cautiously. I could tell the kids were trying to hold in their laughter. I nervously stood.
"I'm Lila, I was born in Manhattan, and I just moved here because my dad got a job transfer." I quickly sat back down, not meeting anyone's eyes. She nodded, and hurriedly moved on.
For the next three hours, we learned about the Irish language, practiced writing letters, and adding and subtracting money. Ms. Murphy finally let us go for recess and snack time. I ran out the door, and tried finding the most secluded, far away place I could find. But that wasn't enough.
When I was younger, I adored singing for my mother and stepdad, and nothing could bring me down. I saw my dad from time to time, but after the 'gift' he gave me on my 4th birthday, a gift that will never fade with age, I never saw him again. Not until my world came caving in, turning me over to his custody and a life completely devoid of happiness and love. I never performed publicly again, becoming the school freak. But when he showed up, everything changed. Maybe even for the better this time. Maybe...somebody could finally save me from my shadow...
What happens to 16 year old Olivia Moore when the unexpected come crashing down on her once again? Will things get better, or will it all get even worse? Find out in Saved Me From My Shadow!!
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