Demon Within
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This is my story. Well I Don't know how to put the words together, but I always get better whenever I write down my feelings.
My name is Elizabeth and right now I don't know what Love is, I don't know if am capable of love. Right now I hate myself so much. I have forgotten how much I hate myself. This is my story of how I got into sex addiction, how am dealing with it and how I got over it
Sex addiction, goes with other mental health disorders. For many teens struggling with sex addiction, sex is used as an escape from mental, physical, and/or emotional pain. it can result in a teen experiencing increasing feelings of shame, guilt and/or lowered self-esteem.
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