"JOSH, SHES USING YOU? I scream at him. "WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT? SHE'S AMAZING, SHE'S PERFECT" his voice drops down as he says "she's The one" I make sure my heart break can't be seen on my face or in my eyes. He is the only one I've ever loved more than a friend but he can't know this. "And maybe she was right, you are an attention seeker. You are so selfish you can't even let me love someone, it's always all about you. Kara this, Kara that, Kara want, Kara hate. What about the rest of us Kara" "You are so hypercritical, your my best friend, your like a brother to me, I used to look up to you. And now you choose her over me!" "That's because she better than you" With that he turned and walked away. Out of my bed room, out my house, into the house next door, into his room, closing the blind so I can't see in through his window opposite mine. And I was free to let the tears rim the sobs come and the heart break take over. Little did I know this could be our last conversation