My Soldier
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Last published Wed, Dec 31, 2025
"We can't do this. Your brother will kill me."
"What he doesn't know won't hurt him."
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In which a traumatized girl and a traumatized man find comfort in each other.
OR
In which she saved him, and he saved her.
TW: Contains torture, brainwashing, depression, anxiety, PTSD, suicidal thoughts, and mentions of sexual assault.
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𝚄𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙾𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 - 𝓑𝓾𝓬𝓴𝔂 𝓑𝓪𝓻𝓷𝓮𝓼 [1]
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