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Social Suicide

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Time 5h 23m

Reads 560
Votes 32
Parts 40
Time 5h 23m

Mature

[Loving him meant risking everything. Loving me would kill him. Losing him would kill me.]
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Aristelle Avery finds herself in a constant battle of love and pain when her horrifying past threatens her family and the new life she's made for herself in college.
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"This is over. Whatever we are, we're over."
As I opened my car door, he spoke again. His words were quicksand, and I knew if I didn't find my way around this trap, I'd have no choice but to fall and he wouldn't hesitate to drown me.
"But I'm in love with you."
I refused to acknowledge the painful squeeze in my chest as I got into the driver's seat anyway.
"You're just in love with the idea of me. You'll get over it when you find something new to fix."All Rights Reserved

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