|Troubled love|

You cheated on me after 2 years off dating.
I watched as you held his hips so delicately.
You pulled him closer towards you cupping his cheek as you pressed your lips on his.
Leaving me gutted, leaving my heart in shreds, pieces that you cannot piece back together as it usually was.
I watched you.
I saw you.
I walked past the room and this is was I see.
I can never forgive you.
For what pain.
And misery.
You caused me too have.
I loved you.
Yet, I still do.
But I can never forgive you.
I did though, in a horrible way at that..I got drunk and you came over like everything fine in our relationship status.
And we kissed like it was the night off our life, like a date, like a honey moon.
We also slept together, I can never forgive myself for what I had done.

(Warning: This is a story with a lot off lore, this may even resemble some people so please take this as a caution before reading, I'm in the middle of writing it now and it's making me awfully upset and it's just played of, off my mind. Since I'm not sure if it's mature right now I'm going to say what is involved in it now.: Swearing, Lore, overthinking, panic attacks, some abuse (like slapping) Thank you read at your own level. WARNING A MEAN KIRISHIMA IS IN THISS!!