Accidentally on Purpose
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Last published Mon, Oct 31, 2022
Dustin Steinbrader, only seven with a three year old son, suffers between the fine line of survival and death. She can't quite decide what she wants, ever.
But.
What happens when her will is taken away?
What happens when she finally gets diagnosed?
What happens when she puts her illness to the test?
What happens when she reverses the roles of hunter and prey? Then becomes the legend who steals identities.
Dustin Steinbrader struggles with every thought of life. She struggles with her mental blocks and reality. She finally comes to terms she can't do this by herself but she has to lie in order to get what she wants?
Will the lies surface one day? Will she overcome everything or drown further into the deep, dark waters?
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This books will contain foul language, mental illness, possible self-harm and triggering scenes, fighting, kidnapping, rape, death, and others. If you even think for a second you may get triggered, I recommend skipping over this one. As much as I'd love for you to read it, your well-being is more important than trying to read a book and getting triggered.
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