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"I'm nothing but a monster." || Depressed Bakugou

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⚠️⚠️TW: kidnapping, rape, abuse, bullying, cutting, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts and attempts⚠️⚠️

"Who knew that a rant could change everything?"

Ever since Bakugou was rescued from the lov, he's been acting differently. He was quiet, scared, and got emotional easily. It was like his personality did a 180. 

He had panic attacks when people touched certain parts of his body, or restrained him. 

But there was one thing happening that bothered Bakugou. Everything was about Deku. It was always Deku this, and Deku that. 

They were acting like Deku was the one who was kidnapped. But, why wouldn't it be about him? Deku was perfect; strong, confident, All Might was his mentor, and everyone loved him, Deku was like the prince of 1-A. 

While he was just a self absorbed, cocky, weak brat that got kidnapped, abused, and raped by villains.

 He tried talking to the others about it but they acted like he didn't exist. Then he found out why.

 Deku revealed what happened between him and Bakugou in middle school to everyone, like how Bakugou bullied him all the time and told the greenette to kill himself. So they all hated Bakugou.

 He tried to explain his side of the story, but nobody would listen. His friends told him that they're not going to be friends with a monster like him anymore. The people that made him happy left him, when he needed them the most. 

He had nobody to talk to besides the stuffed animals from his childhood he kept in his room. But Deku, the only person who didn't hate him, started to worry about him. 

He started cutting, taking pills, and he'd go out late at night and over work his body and quirk till he passed out. He'd never leave his room, never ate, never went to class or hero training anymore. 

 Deku was worried about him, he didn't want this to happen, he just ranted to the Dekusquad one night. 

Then it was Bakugou's birthday when Deku made the most shocking and upsetting discovery of all.All Rights Reserved

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Don't let go by WarriorDragon215

Izuku always wondered where he went wrong in his life. He wondered what he did wrong to deserve everything he got. After a intern messed up telling his parents he didn't have a quirk. Izuku feared for the worse when he went home. For good reasons too. Izuku becoming more emotionally and mentally unstable over the years. No one noticing his pain or noticing his hidden demons. Even after several attempts at ending everything... The whispers in his ears not stopping..Yet for some reason he still fought to become a hero. Even when everyone put him down over and over. Until he finally changed his goals, his dreams and his life. Making him to re-decide and to change everything. So instead of a hero. He became the villain. This is his story. Will everyone help him in his time of need? Will they help him go back and save him. Or will they just.. Let him go.? A/n I don't own the anime nor image you guys see. Also don't own majority of the characters within the story.. I wish I did... Yet I do own some original character in here...

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘞𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 ~ MHA/Dadzawa ONESHOT by cringey_noob

Basically, It's another story about Aizawa finding out about the bullying problems Midoriya has had/ is having. Also includes Present Mic and All Might being worried dads. _ When Midoriya finally made it into UA, He knew it would be different. He wasn't sure how much, but it had to be different! Of course, the work and how the school works would be different, but he hoped the people there would be different, too. Mostly because he had a quirk now. He wasn't useless anymore and he was definitely not quirkless anymore. In all honesty, Midoriya didn't expect all the kindness he was receiving from his peers and teachers. Surely, the teachers knew he was quirkless beforehand, right? If they knew.. then why didn't they hate him? Besides All Might, he expected them to dislike him. (Midoriya only thought All Might cared because he used to be quirkless too.. but it was better than nothing.) However, with his friends, he was happier. He didn't even know how to act around friends, but he tried.. Even if deep down Midoriya knew he couldn't trust anybody-- And he didnt trust anybody-- he still tried. Oh well, why didn't he trust them? Simple. He had the mindset that, 'If they knew he was quirkless, it would be middle school all over again.' He was protecting himself, just in case they found out. If they found out and stopped being friends with him, well it would be okay. He was prepared. He had to be. So, in the end, he didn't tell anybody about his old quirkless ways. Not that he had to tell anybody, right? He had a quirk, so it shouldn't matter anymore, right? Wrong. Who says the bullying and its effects ever go away? How would he ever be able to explain the messages he gets during the day from old classmates? How would he ever explain that it's all getting to him more than he knows it should? _ [My Hero Academia belongs to Kohei Horikoshi] I might make a second chapter, but if I don't it's still complete!

Eye Spy by CloudyXAutumn

"I despise of many things but...I despise you the most, All Might" After a life changing incident that leaves his image of hero society askew, he takes matters into his own hands. Even with a quirk that isn't all too powerful in it of itself, he still makes heroes struggle to figure out just who he is. He somehow always knows their next move, but why is that the case? Was it his quirk or just his sheer intelligence...? He became the heroes' biggest problem, yet remained unknown. Just who was he...? No one would ever believe it was a mere 15 year old. Or a highschooler that had been attending the most prestigious highschool in all of Japan... So what did they do when it happened to be the case? Villain deku Au Disclaimer. I own nothing but the idea and do not condone any of the character's actions. The actions done in this book are not to be replicated. Also TW⚠️ this book contains graphic content including but not limited to torture scenes

Villain's Origins || A Twist in Time [Boku no Hero Academia Villain Au Book 1] by bblehh1202

WARNING: Viewer discretion advised. This story contains descriptions of murder, suicide, sex, and other mature content. Spoilers also ahead. ~~ What if Deku wasn't born quirkless? What if the reason for Katsuki's hurtful words had to do with the dark past Inko desperately tried to keep hidden from the outside world? What if becoming a hero wasn't the answer after all? ~~ My eyes widen. "I've decided. Young man, you will inherit my quirk." I let out a sigh of relief, laying down on the ground as my anxiety fades. I'm overwhelmed with joy, tears streaming down my face as my body is overcome with brutal exhaustion. I don't plan on using this power to become a hero, but All Might doesn't need to know that. I can't think of being a hero, or anything else for now. I need to get stronger, even stronger than my father. Wait for me mom, Kacchan, I'm coming. ~~ After that night, things only became harder for Izuku. The mental pressure was too much, to the extent that it took an unhealthy turn. Izuku could barely handle the pressure of having no one to rely on, torn between becoming a hero and being taught how to assassinate by the killer of heroes. It wasn't long before his sanity began to split. ~~ "It's okay. Honestly, you're the first person I've met who doesn't think my quirk is more suited to become a villain.." Shinsou said. After spending so much time with villains, I no longer thought of the word the same. "If you ask villains their story, you'll probably think they'd make pretty good protagonists. We always see things from the hero's perspective but we rarely ask how the villain ended up the way they are. The heroes are the real villains if you ask any villain, and even villains can be a hero to someone." ~~ I killed someone. I know he deserved it, yet I still couldn't look down at my own hands the same. Dried blood covered the bandages I wore around my wrists when I train with Stain. I had no choice but to accept it. I became a hero killer.

It's So Good To Be Bad Villain Izuku AU by Yesimdisgusting

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Time Changes Us (DekuBaku) by Kilanna2016

Disclaimers I do not own nor claim to own either the characters or the world of MHA, the same is said to be true for any and all artwork, I downloaded them from google. I did do some light Photoshop work on the cover but nothing I could really brag about. Warnings ANGST, major character death and pain. This story will hurt to read and even though I am a fan and supporter of happy endings you are just going to have to read to find out how I will manage that. DEKU is going to DIE. You have all been warned. Summary; At the age of 23 the heroes Deku and Dynamight are on a mission together when feelings come out, messy and sloppy, terrible confessions later hurt and angry they turn away because of their inability to communicate with each other. It goes so far that Deku can not even bring himself to call him Kacchan any more, now calling him Bakugo much to the confusion and concern of their friends and coworkers. Everything changes though when as usual Deku doesn't think and moves, his need to save Kacchan, his Kacchan, driving any and all other thoughts from him, he dies in Bakugo's arms. Hours passed but Bakugo can't move from that spot, on his knees he just holds Deku's limp, lifeless body in his arms. Deku's last words repeating themselves over and over in his head. Tear tracks could be seen by anyone who dared to look at the broken hero in his grief. Suddenly time seems to stop, when he looks up he sees rain floating as if frozen in time, a woman shrouded in a green hood stands in front of him, most of her face covered by her hood, he could only see her mouth and chin. "Do we have a deal, Hero?" She asked her voice closer to bells than that of a woman's. "I have a condition, I can't ever see him die again. Give me his injury and let him live," Bakugo's words hung in the air and a clap of thunder rang in air when before there was none, there was now a flash of lightning above them, also frozen in place. "Deal."

Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story) by HolyNoodlesNBacon

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Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

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