"I'm nothing but a monster." || Depressed Bakugou
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⚠️⚠️TW: kidnapping, rape, abuse, bullying, cutting, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts and attempts⚠️⚠️
"Who knew that a rant could change everything?"
Ever since Bakugou was rescued from the lov, he's been acting differently. He was quiet, scared, and got emotional easily. It was like his personality did a 180.
He had panic attacks when people touched certain parts of his body, or restrained him.
But there was one thing happening that bothered Bakugou. Everything was about Deku. It was always Deku this, and Deku that.
They were acting like Deku was the one who was kidnapped. But, why wouldn't it be about him? Deku was perfect; strong, confident, All Might was his mentor, and everyone loved him, Deku was like the prince of 1-A.
While he was just a self absorbed, cocky, weak brat that got kidnapped, abused, and raped by villains.
He tried talking to the others about it but they acted like he didn't exist. Then he found out why.
Deku revealed what happened between him and Bakugou in middle school to everyone, like how Bakugou bullied him all the time and told the greenette to kill himself. So they all hated Bakugou.
He tried to explain his side of the story, but nobody would listen. His friends told him that they're not going to be friends with a monster like him anymore. The people that made him happy left him, when he needed them the most.
He had nobody to talk to besides the stuffed animals from his childhood he kept in his room. But Deku, the only person who didn't hate him, started to worry about him.
He started cutting, taking pills, and he'd go out late at night and over work his body and quirk till he passed out. He'd never leave his room, never ate, never went to class or hero training anymore.
Deku was worried about him, he didn't want this to happen, he just ranted to the Dekusquad one night.
Then it was Bakugou's birthday when Deku made the most shocking and upsetting discovery of all.
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