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"I'm nothing but a monster." || Depressed Bakugou

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⚠️⚠️TW: kidnapping, rape, abuse, bullying, cutting, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts and attempts⚠️⚠️

"Who knew that a rant could change everything?"

Ever since Bakugou was rescued from the lov, he's been acting differently. He was quiet, scared, and got emotional easily. It was like his personality did a 180. 

He had panic attacks when people touched certain parts of his body, or restrained him. 

But there was one thing happening that bothered Bakugou. Everything was about Deku. It was always Deku this, and Deku that. 

They were acting like Deku was the one who was kidnapped. But, why wouldn't it be about him? Deku was perfect; strong, confident, All Might was his mentor, and everyone loved him, Deku was like the prince of 1-A. 

While he was just a self absorbed, cocky, weak brat that got kidnapped, abused, and raped by villains.

 He tried talking to the others about it but they acted like he didn't exist. Then he found out why.

 Deku revealed what happened between him and Bakugou in middle school to everyone, like how Bakugou bullied him all the time and told the greenette to kill himself. So they all hated Bakugou.

 He tried to explain his side of the story, but nobody would listen. His friends told him that they're not going to be friends with a monster like him anymore. The people that made him happy left him, when he needed them the most. 

He had nobody to talk to besides the stuffed animals from his childhood he kept in his room. But Deku, the only person who didn't hate him, started to worry about him. 

He started cutting, taking pills, and he'd go out late at night and over work his body and quirk till he passed out. He'd never leave his room, never ate, never went to class or hero training anymore. 

 Deku was worried about him, he didn't want this to happen, he just ranted to the Dekusquad one night. 

Then it was Bakugou's birthday when Deku made the most shocking and upsetting discovery of all.All Rights Reserved

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Questions to Live By by Errow77

Midoriya Izuku was ambitious. He always pushed until he fell. He never gave up, not once did he fall and stay down. Not even when his idol told him that his dream was illogical--that in reality he will only get in the way. So he made a set of recordings and set up an anonymous channel. He approached many people and asked them variants of the same question: "Can a quirkless person become a hero?" No matter the answer though, he was broken inside. His dreams and hopes were shattered a long time ago. But he isn't ready to take a swan dive just yet. He wants to meet one person who will tell him that he is not useless. That he can be a hero. And after that moment, he will decide if he's ready to take a swan dive off the roof of a building or not. Some of the chapters will be quite triggering. I will put a warning beside each chapter title that includes detailed descriptions of triggering topics. The characters do not belong to me, only the plot. Characters belong to the anime Boku No Hero Acadamia and it's creator. I did the drawing up at the top, it's not the full image though.

Do I Need Help? I depressed Deku x kacchan by miko_s_toilet

FINISHED I swear it gets good😭😭 It was his fault. Everything was his fault. His dad got abusive because of him. His best friend bullied him because of him. Deku hated himself. but maybe things will change...maybe it'll get better...or worse.... I'm done editing the story now, I hope I changed all the major issues. but damn, why was my plot twist so good?? and my descriptions are shit I know ⚠️TW⚠️ abusive dad swear words cutting depression suicide thoughts/ attemps and probably more idk btw I don't own any of these arts ¬-¬

Dear, BAKA-gou (BNHA AU) (DISCONTINUED) by Aheago_Amigo

'He must be scared of you, Midoriya! Scaredy, Cat-suki!' In this AU, we have Mean!Deku and Nice!Bakugo. It has always been like this, Bakugo being the direct target of all of Deku's sly comments. Deku has always been the one to be looked up to, even without a quirk he was by far the smartest, sportiest and most popular kid in school. Everyone adored his hero-likeness. Bakugo, on the other hand, has been the social punch-bag. His uncontrolable quirk, his anger issues, and his quick, irrational reactions, let alone his low-grades and the amount of times he has got into trouble with the teachers. Everyone hated his ambitions to become a hero. When Deku easily passed his way into UA, and Bakugo struggled to get into the suggestions list, a fire sparked within him. 'I wonder if I can become better than him...' 'I want to become better than him...' 'I can become better than him...' 'I will become better than him...' 'I NEED to become better than him...' Emotions fight with each other as new ones emerge, the suppressed ones that have never been revealed before. Desires and callings that have never been able to escape before are starting to break down the walls. A deadly secret kept by Deku that he was to carry to his early grave... All the while, a love story blooms. (BakuDeku, KatsuDeku, etc) (Maybe NSFW) (Picture isn't made by me, thanks to a person on Pinterest)

It's So Good To Be Bad Villain Izuku AU by Yesimdisgusting

Izuku has been bullied since a young age such as beating to a pulp, almost rape by his classmates because of his cute little face been abandon by his childhood friend katsuki been told by his hero he cant be a hero unless you have a quirk Growing up without a father leading him weak and defenceless not knowing how to fight is one of the reasons which leads to his bullying His mind wasn't thinking straight his classmates tells him he should die he wasn't good enough that was stuck in his head over and over again that makes it a mantra a nightmare. everytime he awakes and asleep thats always in his mind like hell even his teachers "useless! " "a hero without a quirk dream on!! " "shity deku! you think you can surpass me!? " "oh! you mean midoriya? he can die like i care! " At the 13 of age a new school begins Another day another year izuku lowered his head down while walking towards his school he knows all of those nasty comments he doesn't even care anymore since its always like that ever since he was announce a quirkless He raise his head up only to notice a rusty old gem laying in a shop it looks ugly its true but in the end he buys it anyways but unknown to him that this little gem will change his mind and soul and also fate and future forever ******BOOK ABANDON******* i will follow some plot from boku no hero academia and also it might change after all fate can change and also destiny p. s this includes *gore *sexual content ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) *wrong spelling and Grammar *etc. *i don't own any of this pictures those are belong to their rightful owner

What Happens in the Pit by Caelan_94

BakuDeku - Midoriya Izuku found himself quirkless and quickly at the non-existent mercy of his classmates as he entered middle school. Every day he survived, he was beating the odds, even as the bruises teased at his nerves through his skin, taunting him long after his tormentors' fists had last made physical contact. When he found the fighting ring, he expected to just become a living punching bag, really. He didn't expect people to look past his quirklessness and take him under their wing, essentially training their own competition. He didn't expect to get good at it, and he didn't expect to be noticed when he did. When Izuku and Katsuki got accepted into UA, the class cheered for Katsuki and jeered at Izuku for daring to pretend to be in the same league as someone like Katsuki, even when Izuku only managed to make it into general studies. So, Katsuki went to UA, and Izuku quietly said, "thanks for the opportunity, but no thanks," and switched to an advanced online schooling option. It was just the rule of the world, and rules were rules. Some things couldn't be helped. Besides... He had a feeling UA would ask too many questions about the constant bruising blooming so beautifully across his face that Aldera staff had so pointedly ignored. And even if UA didn't ask questions about the bruises and abrasions on his face, they definitely would about the ones across his busted knuckles. In the Pit, Midoriya Izuku didn't exist. In the Pit, he was Viper. In the Pit, Viper was a quirkless fighter who still faced prejudice and bias, but everyone fought quirkless in the Pit, so at least it was a level playing field. In the real world, Midoriya Izuku put on a smile and explained his bruises away on him being quirkless and finding himself in the wrong place at the wrong time. In the Pit, Viper fought back viciously quick and calculating, earning every bruise and giving back just as many. And sometimes he even won.

LOVESTRUCK (Deku x Everyone) (dark) by villianizuku101

Izuku Midoriya never had a quirk. Never had power. Never had control. That all changed the night a villain pinned him down, breath hot against his skin, and stole his first kiss. The moment their lips met, something inside him broke open-something monstrous. A quirk that twists desire into obsession, warping men's minds, making them hunger for him, worship him, obey him. He barely escaped. But he's not safe. Now, at U.A., every stare lingers too long, every classmate fears his power. His quirk doesn't just draw people in-it drowns them in want, in madness. Labeled Devil Cupid by the media, even the heroes who swear to protect him fear his abilities. And the villain who awakened it? He's still out there. Watching. Waiting. Because Izuku Midoriya isn't just some quirked-up accident. He's a prize. A weapon. Something to be possessed. And soon... he'll be his again. -- This story confronts the dark twisted truth of hero's. How fear controls people. How obsession drives them. Nothing is sugarcoated. This isn't some fluff fanfic. Read at your own risk. This is not for the faint of heart. ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ This story contains sensitive topics like -Abuse -Non-existent consent -Assault -Smut -Just warning for everything really -This is really fucked up -Like really fucked up

Soulmates: A BakuDeku Story- by Jaids1420

***COMPLETED*** *SMUT/FLUFF, Graphic language, swearing, sexual acts* *Quirks, don't live in the dorms* **Story line and Cover owned by me. Characters & names are all from My Hero Academia world, not owned by me** Deku, Bakugo and the rest of class 1A awaited the day they learned who their soulmates were. As third years the excitement radiated off of them. Well except for Bakugo, he knew soulmates were just a walking weakness. He didn't care who his soulmates was. He was going to reject them and move on. He had a dream to fulfill. And fate be damned if his secret would come out just because the universe deemed he had to have a soulmate. Deku was excited like everyone else, but he was also so scared. So worried about his soulmate and if they would reject him. He wasn't much. And the only reason he was where he was, was because of All Might helping him get closer to his dream of being the best hero in the world. It also worried him who his soulmate was because Deku was hiding a huge secret....Deku was gay and had known all his life. Would fate be kind to him? Would fate help Deku and Bakugo find their perfect soulmate? Or would they world they clung to come crashing to the ground?

Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story) by HolyNoodlesNBacon

⚠️Warnings⚠️ *Angst *Swearing *Death *Depression *Cutting If you are sensitive to any of this, you have been warned. Kirishima starts to all of a sudden have nightmares about his best friend, Bakugou. There is nothing he can do, he starts to fall into deep depression, talking to Midoriya only helps a little. He even begins avoiding Bakugou over all. He doesn't know how much he can handle before he breaks. Bakugou slightly brushes it off at first but starts to get really concerned about his good friend, Kirishima. He has been trying to talk but most of the time is responded with silence. He knows that Kirishima starts to talk to Midoriya a lot more and him less. He starts to get jealous? Kirishima begins to close himself off from everyone, he doesn't even want to talk to Midoriya or Bakugou. He still goes to school, but completely ignored when someone tries to talk to him. He starts wearing his hair down, and it starts to fade to its natural color. One day the villains attack, Kirishima wants to keep everyone safe, he wants to make sure he is the only that ever gets harmed during this. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt, he has been extremely cautious. Bakugou ignores Kirishima's warnings and goes after them anyways. 'I can't let it happen! I can't-' "KIRISHIMA!" Check out my other stories :> HolyNoodlesNBacon Cover doesn't belong to me Credit goes to taichichuwhat.tumblr

$Guess Who //Villain Deku AU\\ by Takyio$

After realizing that Izuku couldn't be a hero he still never gave up. Not until he was told he couldn't be one from his all time favorite hero, All might. Deku had no reason to live anymore, he hated his life. He was even told to commit suicide by his childhood friend that he was madly in love with. His crush hated him. He was also going to UA, one of the top schools out there. His crush was going to leave him for a stupid school, His Kacchan was breaking up with him. ⚠🚨 I should probably make this clear before y'all ready ⚠🚨 This fan fiction may talk about heavy stuff such as: *suicide *sexual harassment (I mean serious!) *angst *smut *gore *extremely heavy language * and some homophobic (really just one line) Please, if anything makes you uncomfortable that is listed above read with caution! Please be safe children ⚠🚨 KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! This is my interpretation of how I believe this AU of mha would be. Bc of this I do not support the actions of some twisted characters! Again, this is a interpretation of how I think villian deku who like hero Bakugo would end up as!

Villain's Origins || A Twist in Time [Boku no Hero Academia Villain Au Book 1] by bblehh1202

WARNING: Viewer discretion advised. This story contains descriptions of murder, suicide, sex, and other mature content. Spoilers also ahead. ~~ What if Deku wasn't born quirkless? What if the reason for Katsuki's hurtful words had to do with the dark past Inko desperately tried to keep hidden from the outside world? What if becoming a hero wasn't the answer after all? ~~ My eyes widen. "I've decided. Young man, you will inherit my quirk." I let out a sigh of relief, laying down on the ground as my anxiety fades. I'm overwhelmed with joy, tears streaming down my face as my body is overcome with brutal exhaustion. I don't plan on using this power to become a hero, but All Might doesn't need to know that. I can't think of being a hero, or anything else for now. I need to get stronger, even stronger than my father. Wait for me mom, Kacchan, I'm coming. ~~ After that night, things only became harder for Izuku. The mental pressure was too much, to the extent that it took an unhealthy turn. Izuku could barely handle the pressure of having no one to rely on, torn between becoming a hero and being taught how to assassinate by the killer of heroes. It wasn't long before his sanity began to split. ~~ "It's okay. Honestly, you're the first person I've met who doesn't think my quirk is more suited to become a villain.." Shinsou said. After spending so much time with villains, I no longer thought of the word the same. "If you ask villains their story, you'll probably think they'd make pretty good protagonists. We always see things from the hero's perspective but we rarely ask how the villain ended up the way they are. The heroes are the real villains if you ask any villain, and even villains can be a hero to someone." ~~ I killed someone. I know he deserved it, yet I still couldn't look down at my own hands the same. Dried blood covered the bandages I wore around my wrists when I train with Stain. I had no choice but to accept it. I became a hero killer.

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Questions to Live By

Midoriya Izuku was ambitious. He always pushed until he fell. He never gave up, not once did he fall and stay down. Not even when his idol told him that his dream was illogical--that in reality he will only get in the way. So he made a set of recordings and set up an anonymous channel. He approached many people and asked them variants of the same question: "Can a quirkless person become a hero?" No matter the answer though, he was broken inside. His dreams and hopes were shattered a long time ago. But he isn't ready to take a swan dive just yet. He wants to meet one person who will tell him that he is not useless. That he can be a hero. And after that moment, he will decide if he's ready to take a swan dive off the roof of a building or not. Some of the chapters will be quite triggering. I will put a warning beside each chapter title that includes detailed descriptions of triggering topics. The characters do not belong to me, only the plot. Characters belong to the anime Boku No Hero Acadamia and it's creator. I did the drawing up at the top, it's not the full image though.