Torn. (m.c)

"I was in love. Completely and entirely in love with him. He was beautiful and dangerous, and I know that's what kept me around. The way he would breathe my name after a round of Russian Roulette, as if I was his lucky charm. Sometimes I felt like I was, he made me feel like I'm saving him. I knew I wasn't though. I couldn't stop him from doing the numerous lines, smoking the many joints, and injecting the various drugs. I wasn't saving him, I was just making his time here more enjoyable."