Airing out dirty laundry

NOT A REAL BOOK. I am but a simple humanoid, a psychologist if you will. My emotions are confusing and beyond me, though I aim to understand them nonetheless. They best way to study them is by unfiltered first hand accounts, so I'll start with mine, feel free to read and judge as you like. This is simply a way from me to express and document these strange moments in time. Why do I choose to share it with the world, because I wish that the world would share it with me. If I found a book like this I would adore it whilst immensely appreciating the author for the bravery to speak the unfiltered truth. And I get to be completely anonymous so the people in the real world never learn I have feelings beyond manic scholar and raging debater. Without further ado, may I share we you, my chaos.