||under revision||"Met you through a suicide..." || kazuscara || modern au

Cover credits to SPLO on Twitter
Scaramouche was sick of everything, everything he did ended with the same answer, whether he saw a profession down to a shitty quiz online. "Severe this"
"Severe that"
He feels when whatever god or entity created him, they were fucking meme-ing
fucking maxed out all mental illness stats.
He was sick of everything it was never silent in his head anymore, everything was so loud to him. He never feels at peace and if he's being frank, he never really did.
One day when he was putting his shit into the locker a classmate gave him an idea
"Go fucking drown in a lake weirdo."
Scaramouche took that as a challenge, He punched the shit outta the kid. and walked off till he finally found the beach, it was already sunset. He slowly walked into the water, every step submerging himself deeper and deeper into the water.
It was gorgeous and a perfect way to go, He didn't realize there was a dip in the sand and suddenly fell.
He didn't care, He felt himself sink into the water, He felt at peace for once.
He closed his eyes letting his vision go black.
till something suddenly grabbed him, he opened his eyes and it looked like an angel.
Was it an angel?....

This is like barely a slowburn, it gets right into it.
there is smut. rounds of it my guy.
I feed my readers.

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Will contain

~smut
~fluff
~intensive cursing
~lazy updates
~several possible triggers
~ self-harm
~suicide mentions(pretty obvious)
~it's written by me that's warning enough
~insanely long chapters
~hell
~YOU WILL RECEIVE EMOTIONAL DAMAGE